Shy-Raiga

After my previous post, I spent the rest of the night going through deviantart. I guess you could say I found some sort of attachment. I'm gonna try my hand at drawing again. That may be a good way to let loose the emotions that ravage my brain. Guess I get to live another day.

Its been quite some time since I've opened this page. Many things have changed in my life. Unfortunately not for the better. I lie here tonight, a gun in my hand, bullets scattered across my comforter. I have reached the melting point of a long road of sadness, self-hatred, misery, and sorrow. For many years now I have suffered from depression. It's been deemed that it will never fix itself, well the chemical imbalance that is. And after so many years of fighting to get up everyday. I feel that it's all finally going to come to a close. That I can finally make the pain go away. All it takes is the squeeze of my hand. Then all t

My name is Justin. Live in the State of Kentucky, in the good old USA. Like to play guitar, explore places (I go Hiking, Canoeing, Camping, etc. etc), and Draw. Recently uncovered the Furry part of me. Didn't know the desire to be an animal had a textbook definition and such a large population of people who participate. Kinda a Diaper Lover, and a Diaperfur/Babyfur. The only reason I'm even revealing this information is because it's in text. I would never just have a conversation with someone about this kind of stuff, mainly because I'd rather not be looked at as a Diaper Wearing freak who dreams to be a Fox in an alternate world.....